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Something's WrongI don't cut myself anymore. I haven't since last summer, when the sun was so blindingly bright it perforated through my curtains and stained my eyes.

The cuts were on my arms, deep and red and angry, all the way from elbow to wrist. I would leave the skin exposed so that everyone could see. No one ever asked but I saw their eyes flicker from my face to the mutilated flesh as we spoke. No one ever asked even though the lines screamed 'Look at me, look at them. What do you think of me now?'.

When my arms were too sore to scratch with scissors I'd scrape away at the paint and plaster on my walls. I'd carve deep shapes and lines like limbs fromSomething's Wrong by ~Betnii

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Glorious MadnessI won't be coming home tonight.

I'm not leaving you, or running away, or turning my back on us. I'm dying.

I've been dying on the inside for years; decomposing inwardly whilst remaining perfect from afar. I cannot stand it any longer: the outer shell is empty and cracked and now too must crumble.

This disease that plagues me, an unidentifiable hell, has beaten me. And though I promised you I would never shy away, that I would never give up, I am admitting defeat. I am allowing the all-consuming fear and self loathing to spread over me. I am succumbing to this glorious madness.

My mind has warped and all I see is twisted fiction. I despiseGlorious Madness by ~Betnii

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YellowMy parents bought a little two-bedroom house when they first got married. It was run down, falling apart, but most importantly: cheap.

Two years later, my mother fell pregnant with me. She immediately abandoned her job for some plaster and paint and set about decorating the untouched spare room. She splashed pastel yellow across the walls, replaced the dingy carpet and kitted out the room with furniture.

Sixteen years after my birth, and the yellow paint is flaking off the walls revealing the kiwi green beneath. I can peel back the corners of the carpet to reveal the worn underlay and half rotten floorboards. I can examine the fringe of my Yellow by ~Betnii

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I just got a DD...

by ~Betnii, Dec 20, 2012, 5:17:34 AM
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"Yellow" was the first piece of work I uploaded here, and to be honest I'm currently in complete shock that I actually got a Daily Deviation for it.

Thank you so much to everyone who viewed, commented and faved it, as well as a huge thank you to =LadyofGaerdon and ^neurotype for suggesting and featuring respectively.

I feel really overwhelmed that anyone even likes my work. Your support is so wonderful and so appreciated, thank you.

[EDIT: I'm trying to send thank you messages to all of you who have faved, but the system is now picking them up as spam XD I will keep persevering though.]

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I'm Beth; I'm relatively average. I love vintage clothing, leather and lace, anything purple, burlesque, classic literature, animated films, motorbikes and choppers, heavy rock and stiletto heels.

My idol is the mistress of all things fetishistic and vintage, Dita Von Teese.

[I don't really consider myself family friendly or SFW, so please don't be offended by my work/journals/faves etc.]

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*Elviktim Apr 3, 2013 Student

I'm holding a point giveaway if you're interested!

It's in my journal!

~Seieihime Feb 24, 2013

Thanks for the

~Umbraz Feb 23, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Happy birthday!! ^.^

~Betnii Feb 23, 2013 Student Writer

Thank you

~Seieihime Feb 23, 2013

Happy Birthday!

I hope you have a lovely day!

~Betnii Feb 23, 2013 Student Writer

Thank you very much! ^^

~Seieihime Feb 24, 2013

>u< You're welcome!

~falt-photo Jan 25, 2013 Professional Photographer

Thank you so much for the favorite, it really means a lot

If you are interested, I do post way more work on my facebook page

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Either way, thanks again, and much love!

~moonsloth Dec 20, 2012 Student Writer

Oh wow your work is amazing! I think I have to watch you now.

~Betnii Dec 21, 2012 Student Writer

Very kind, thank you

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